Thursday, May 04, 2006

Help!!!!I feel like I'm in a downward sprial. My life seems to be getting worse by the day. We're so close to a financial breakdown (I'm talking losing everything!), my husband was in the hospital last Thur. and Fri. and we found out our new insurance didn't start until Sat., Sunday night my daughter fell out of bed and broke her collarbone, Tuesday my husband's grandpa had major surgery to remove some cancer. It was supposed to be a six hour surgery and was actually 12 hours, and then Wed. he started bleeding internally so they had another 3 hour surgery. Wed. night my step-daughter broke her foot. My son is teething and very cranky ALL THE TIME!!!, and did I mention I have a serious case of MOMMY BURNOUT!!!!! I mean, I can't even think about handling one more thing right now! (I hate not being myself) I blow up at everyone lately. I even got upset at my husband the other day and just walked out and drove away. That's so not like me. I don't know where to go, or who to talk to. I've prayed so much lately for some peace and patience, but things just seem to get worse and worse. I just need a break (at least a week) and no one seems to understand. LORD, Please help me out of this pit I'm in. Please send me some relief or at some patience to get through it. AMEN!

1 comment:

John and Amy said...

Erin,
I am so sorry all of this is happening to you. I will be praying for you. Like Kendra said that probably doesnt seem like much right now. But I will be praying for you Erin. If you ever need to talk give me a call!