My life has been hectic lately. It's come to a point that now I need to make a decision. I need to decide whether or not I should let someone else watch my kids a few hours a day so I can help out with our investment business. It's a decision I dread, because this has been my dream. I love being a stay at home mother and I love watching them growing and learn from my nurturing and molding. I've been dreading this decision for about two weeks and its got me tied in knots. I hate the thought of someone else (trusted or not) stepping in my place even for a few hours. What's a mother to do. If I don't step in with the office work, we may have some major problems on our hands though. I've been desperately praying that God would give me some answers. Look at her precious face. What is a wife and mother to do? "Lord once again I step before You in anxious humility wondering what I need to do in this situation. Please grant me Your wisdom and send Your Spirit to give me peace. Bless my children, Lord as they grow and help me to continue to bring them up as You would have them. Bless my husband also as we go through this difficult time together and help us to always remember that no matter what, You're still in control! I love You, Lord. AMEN!"