Monday, April 17, 2006

Yesterday was Easter. I decided a few weeks ago to follow the Spirit's leading (and my husband's nagging) and told the worship team at church I would sing on Easter morning. It was nothing I would have done on my own. I couldn't really even believe the words were escaping my mouth. So, I went through with it, and I think I surprized many people, myself included. I realized I'm a lot braver than I thought. I'm not really one to just put my head out like that, but I think it was a positive experience. The best part was when my husband brought my little girl over from nursery to watch me sing. She was so excited to see mommie up there. It just melted my heart and kind of helped me forget the nervousness I'd been feeling all morning. Many people said it looked like I belonged up there, and it seemed to complete the team, having a woman up there. I don't know if they're just trying to be nice or if it was the truth. I sure hope it sounded okay. That's the last thing I want to do is scare people away with my terrible voice. My husband says my voice is great and that God was probably wondering why I haven't used the talent He blessed me with. I guess I'm just kind of babbling now, but I'm just scared.